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Sometimes you feel like writing stuff which you cannot put under any topic.They are too random a thought.There are quite a few things I regret in my life. It obviously includes my inability to make my past relationship work. But it was something which taught me a lot in life. Things where I went wrong and things where she went wrong. Obviously I will try my best to do things right next time( if life do give me a second chance ... ;) ).

Anyways, one thing that was true is that inspite of our best efforts I kept quite a few things unsaid. I felt if I tell her those she will be to angry and leave me.I know its so dumb of me.But I don't know I was just too scared of losing her and in the end realized that those unsaid things has actually taken us too apart. Hence, when I look at people doing the same thing I just cannot stop myself from telling them that its shouldn't be the way it is. Obviously, I will not just set out on a mission to help the world. BUT sometimes there are special people in your life with whom you can actually share what life has taught you and perhaps make life a little better. I always believe that the happiness you get from making others happy (even by the tiniest bit) will make you much more blissfully happy than actually putting in the same effort for your own happiness. And when life gives me the opportunity to that and I am not dumb to miss it it just makes me so happy. So inspite of the last few weeks of personal and professional disappointment I am so happy now that I feel like I am filled with a new vigor to start from the scratch again. As if I am finally able to let go all complaints,all frustrations, all grudges. But the best part it in the entire process everyone involved just got a wonderful moment that they will perhaps cherish for quite sometime.

So here I am so so happy and no one here to tell what I feel. So I felt why not tell to everyone who cares to look into my thoughts even when they cant actually be with me.

I must say in the end that this blog is dedicated to two of the nicest persons I had the opportunity to know,and two of my best friends.It was a really a gift to have you as my friends and I know what I did today is nothing what you people have done for me and I can only pray that you two remain a happy and a sweet couple forever.You guys rock!!!!!